Sorry i have not been on lately there has been alot going on in my life . I am trying to say strong for my kids but sometimes when it rain it poors . I am keeping my head up and praying for the best but it seem each day it gets harder . Have you ever known you did the right thing but your heart hurts well if you have teenagers you know what i mean . my 14 yr old daughter broke my heart i would lay my life down for her but that dosent seem to matter i have made plenty of mistakes in my life and had to learn the hard way i don't want her to have to struggle she is smart and beautiful and can be so sweet and amazing I love her and want her to understand the reasons i sent her to the place that i did . Its going to take time and alot of healing , i got to hear her voice for the first time in 2 weeks and all i could do is cry i just want my sweet little girl back that would crawl in bed with me in the middle of the night and tell me i love you mommy. only time will tell how the wounds will heal to every one out there with teenage daughter my prayers go out to you .